but me. sometimes i just feel like i’m fated to stay here. it’s not like i didn’t do well in my exams or whatever. 12A1s for SPM and 4A’s for A-Levels and i’m going nowhere. sometimes my negativity amazes me. and so i’ll be waiting for NUS’s application in Oct and am reapplying my UCAS for Chem Eng. i think whatever Rowern said is absolutely on point. since i’m taking a gap year, i might as well use it well. and i hope Imperial is going to accept me as i’ve my results in hand anyway.

maybe.

just maybe. i quote Sarah Jean, “our time is not here, yet.” and my mum, “the time is not right yet. even if you didn’t get what you want right now. doesn’t mean it’s a bad thing.”

oh well. i’m still pretty devasted nontheless.

i will get over it, i hope.

babe, let’s hope we get the damn jpa and go to london together!

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i think i really don’t make enough effort to keep in touch with people. seriously.

MUST.CHANGE.

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